Tuesday, June 12, 2012

So I'd already made this post & of course a wild kitten appeared and stepped on the keyboard deleting all progress. That happens often nowadays..

This year started out terribly. I never came to art class, handed everything in late, and was about 100% unenthusiastic. It appears that the end of the year is ending this way, as well.
I have realized this and plan to cease this process before it gets out of hand and drags on to next year.

Next year WILL be different. Many kids say this and then never change anything. I am known to be one of these kids.

I have reason to do otherwise this year. I have become more self aware in one school year than I thought possible in any human being. Whether my emotions are negative or positive, I am learning to control them and this is a huge step forward in all aspects of my life. Teachers, friends, and art have helped me discover who I am at a brilliant speed. Now all I have to do is use this knowledge to my advantage and fix all the broken parts of me I had thought were over and done with.


I will be a better person next year. My art experience has been a self journey, rather than an actual art experience.


 Art class is a drug for me. It temporarily dulls the pain of life, causes some stress, but in the end I say "Ill do better tomorrow", & I stick to what I'm doing.


I will continue to rely on art next year as I will for the rest of my life.
Without my sophomore Creative Arts class, I never would have realized this, among other things.


Next year should be a good one.